This is always the moment I terrify the most; terrify, fear, afraid. Any negative words you would want to substitute, my feeling is beyond them.
I often question myself, why did I make the choice I made years ago? Even you question it. You always do. But the optimistic of mine answers it. There’s a sound that gives me a hint, telling me that when God shuts a door, He opens another. I knew it. Somehow I think it was the right decision made, for you, for me. For both of us.